A Little Shadow

After sunset, I said a prayer for my beloved parents. A familiar face flashed out of my mind What's with her? What happened to her? This mind tells this body to meet But how is that possible? There is a barrier and a hijab that is very difficult to penetrate Is there something wrong with this taste Or is it a feeling that has been surrounded by Desires so that it becomes inconsequential Oh, of course yes. The tears in her eyes seem to be entangled in this drained heart of mine What should I do now? Do I need to cut through space and time to meet her? She is never honest with her feelings If I'm honest, it will look stupid and weird to see Body, soul, brain and ratio seem to be shackled and locked by a jet state If only I was still the clear one, I would have injected her feelings with worldly pleasures, but things are different now. What should I do now? At the crossroads, my feelings are getting more and more uncertain Oh God, give me Your way and guidance So that I don't get lost with this feeling. Because I have left reason and ratio Only Your Oneness all becomes clear. Through Prayer, Worship and all things I ask You to let this momentary bite of feelings disappear © Ayatullah Nurjati, PoemHunter.com