Portrait Of 'me'

This is me What does 'Me' stand for? Is it the persona of myself Reflected in this mirror? Or is it what others view me? I can say, it is none of the above. I am not what others see Rather, I am a sea within, The depth of which can not be measured Sometimes, I too fail to understand My ownself, my emotions and my purpose. Why do I react to the way I do to people's questions Why do I grumble for Something not given to me? What I really love to do Or what I hate Why for no reasons, I feel sad and depressed What ought to be done by me And what ought not Why do I fail to reach a goal I have set for myself Is it because, I am not doing things rightway? So many questions I ask To get a clear portrait of myself.