Jade Heart

My whole life I always knew my stand and position I myself was never jealous at heart But I found myself envying him when you’re together How I long for a kiss from your sweet lips And what I’d kill for the slightest touch from you You’re brief recognition for me is all I ask I know you love him but I love you too so where do I stand Never have I been so confused, never in my life I could solve every calculus equation Before I could find the reason I am not yours To spend time with you would bring joy to nature And satisfaction to the order of life But what is my greatest argument…I can do better than him How could I, you smile every time you’re together And to leave him for me on the hope I’ll love you better Would only deem you greedy It seems my quest for your heart has become frivolous But knowing that I still can’t stand the thought of not trying My heart has become extremely wistful for you But all of my attempts of retrieving you Become more and more feckless I hope my behavior has not become to you onerous But it seems that to have you my strategy Would have to be a derivative of his I have always played fair and by the rules But what am I to do when you have another lover too Out of my arms he stole you from me and it pains to see How truly jaded my heart can be