I Want To Go Sane

My body has just implied Its parts are used up, weak. And though my will is strong inside, I gasp for strength even as I speak. Each breath an effort I tediously Labor to take to be alive. The drugs I've been given just make me Too drowsy, I don't think I'll survive. My heart has served notice it will retire, Any day now, and stop beating. Like an old machine soon set to expire, The will to live is there but the parts are breaking. Am I afraid to go and to leave this earth? I'm more afraid of the tubes and the electric shock. I want to go sane still knowing my worth If it's time then it's over,there's no going back. Cynthia Buhain-Baello~~~04.27.18