As Long As I Can

I wear a smile some days to hide what I feel inside, especially when I remember of the days when friends were few. Remembering all the loneliness I used to bottle up inside and how at the end of the days when I would slip away to my room and sit down and cry. Though those days are gone now, at times their memories still come to trouble me and I often wonder if they will ever let me be. Today is so different with my friends around the world. They make me feel I am someone very special, but I keep asking myself why. The answer is lost to me like the desert barren of rain. I know not why it has happened, nor how long will it last. Only that I will enjoy it for as long as I can.