Silent Door...

As the silent door closed behind me I knew I'd never return here again The wind blew up and it hit me in the face Such a sensation, sort of like pain People walking down the street Don't even acknowledge I am here Should I just close my tired red eyes And try and vanish, disappear? Countless thoughts are washing Churning in my mind so fast Too many to consider doing Wishing there was a choice not so vast Looking to the future waiting Looking at the past regretting Trying to change what was Into what it could be I'm forgetting Tomorrow is like an old friend Always on the promise of good things Today is like an old relationship Full of potential but it always ends Another night dawns on me And I'm waking to the moon Life takes it's toll and it's a lot The time has come, and then it's gone I've walked so far my legs are spent There is more to me that I am meant My feet are torn from this stony ground And all I see is distance all around This journey in time has me feeling old in the middle of nowhere I'm tired and cold There's still so much more to see But night has set and I cannot see Into my dreams I fall once again Full of fear and endless pain But I dread to wake to the present I want to stay here where the nightmare is pleasant...