Bewildered Love.

God, how do I choose when my Mom and my Dad Ask me a question that splits me in two? I don't think either of them is so sad As to expect me to be able to Know where I stand in their unpleasant life. God I am supposed to choose now where I live. How can I portion my love amidst strife Such as they show, neither Mom or Dad give In to the fact that I love them both Equally well, - how can I tell who will Miss me the most, and that throughout my growth I will grieve at leaving one here, and still More bewildering, how can I then show Parental care fairly? God, please let me know.