In Searching Of Self!

I am searching for self in this vast of ocean of self. I am a lone sailor in this small boat. Huge tide came and hit my boat It turn me upside down. And I lost myself in this vast ocean of self. I ran here and there aimlessly, In searching of self! My cry was heard by the log of tree dead floating, I had a grip on it, Went floating into unknown direction, Just went along with the flow of wind. From far I could see an island, And I got struck there. No one in island. But I made myself comfortable with the choice I had. Will wait till my boat arrives. If it doesn't arrives, I will think this is the place where I am destined to. I ran here and there aimlessly, In searching of self! News of my dead boat may have reached all. Let them think me dead. No choice for me. I will drink tears may be of happiness or sadness. But will never make one drink it. I ran here and there aimlessly, In searching of self! Am searching for self in this vast ocean of self. I couldn't find myself. Am lost forever. But... After many days wandering here and there. I found a ray of happiness coming towards me. I hope this time my happiness remain with me for a longer. My poems are my love. I cannot live without it. I love it a lot. Yes, I love it. At last..... I found myself in it! Yes, I live in you. You live in me... You are nothing but Poems! Sumi Nair Submitted: Friday, October 11,2013 Edited: Friday, October 11,2013 ©ALL RIGHTS RESERVED BY GEETHA JAYAKUMAR 2014 © 2014. Geetha Jayakumar.