Dilemma

It shakes my faith towards philosophy of life Many times I thought she could have been better wife Seconds later it turned out to be best suited for inspiration Emergence of perfect shadow in mind for imagination She might have refused outright the proposal Matter would have ended without any disposal I wanted it to mature with dignity and honour No more surprises but need of an hour Her eye brows are simply seen as unique lines Why do I think they are perfectly in match with mines? Do the eyes convey any special greetings? Is it simple invitation for secret meeting? I am unable to guess what her minds may speak Thousand of thoughts cross over mind and sneak Sometimes they puzzle me for future so bleak It shivers me from within as if I am feeble and weak It seems she has no refuge to seek solace and confide So much pain in eyes but could not hide She may burst into tears as unexpected rain Her tremendous efforts to stop and not go in vain She has complete universal expression on face So much pain and anguish for unreasonable race She has her own world to live and rejoice Not letting her emotions to be translated in voice The language is not so difficult to understand Vastness of sea can be observed only on sand Must swim across the sea and dive to the bed Hidden treasures in pearls, while blue and red Well no need to struggle to know her better She can pen down her feelings in letter If not possible then try to read or follow Soothe her feelings ……………. She is in her complete command No specific request or particular demand May be she is in search of honest company? No one can impose a will or access deny