So Far I Had

I rubbed off the eyes And made frantic try Life is not to keep idle But face it with struggle Why should I feel helpless? And bear frown on face When world was wide open? With no halt even Yes, I had lost the way But it was not dragging me away I have to decide now the path And take peaceful breathe It is no use I always land in trouble With foolish action and struggle It has taken me nowhere But slapped on face everywhere Now I have woken to the reality And always pray almighty To guide me with good sense So far I had acted nonsense