Touch Me

Why don’t you leave me alone and in isolation? Why is it that you still come and guide me with relation? Why is it that I still spend sleepless nights? Internal thoughts clash with mind and fight You come before eyes when I close for little comfort I try to forget sweet memories or resort to No successes as you drive powerfully and invade You stand in between doors and don’t fade I fail to close the eyes and turn the back Again you resurface and eventually crack Oh god! what is happening for the good? I fear that I may eventually forget to take food You ask me about the reassurance with promises I had done it number of times with so many misses You whole heatedly forgave me with no regrets Such was graceful act on your part to allow me or let I fight for letting bright sun to appear I can’t imagine its brightness so near I feel like rejecting all happiness and stay far The sky, moon and even don’t appeal the stars Can’t you come again in same form? I am totally shaken and mentally broken I fear that I shall never get sound sleep I shall remain awake and ceaselessly weep Stars twinkle but don’t appeal Moon light spread but strong urge is repealed I shall never hear that morning melody As I lay unconscious with no movement in body Will you touch me in form of wind? Will you spread the light and be kind? Push me with your gentle touch to come in same for again Rush to open fields to experience the rain I hope you will be kind enough The earth had been unkind and rough I have now reason to smile or laugh As you have come back as my better half