With Full Of Guilt

I thought of her and felt It was painful with full of guilt I could take her in confidence And satisfied with words at once I always felt closeness When found some smile on her face It was infusing new energy I felt luckiest and thanked almighty She was still suffering from stroke Third delivery had cost her shock The boy did not live for long Something had actually gone wrong The timely help could not be extended Even though the doctors had attended But seniors were on long vacation The good treatment in time was real question So many times she may slip in past memory I may see it from distance but could feel only sorry I though of counseling her with kind words But that was not the real solution to look forward In normal times she used to be generous lady She may rush to me and will always be ready To serve with water and extend whatever was necessary I will make her to sit near by and ask her to be worry free She will listen to and keep quiet I too would not press and let her To be of her own and move around I was really feeling at home when she was found