Where To Start...

oh.. darling... i have many things to say.. i say many things, and so much... don`t know how to start... and from where to should i talk... have many things inside, , and can`t talk any... most of my life started with a pains.. and all pains started with me... and any start, begin with a troubles... oh.. sweetheart... even with any trouble, became another ones... how i can tell you...? ? ? while i don`t know, how to tell.. tell you what...? ? ? tell you from where..? ? ? and tell you about what..? ? ? while every problem became, many problems.. please, don`t ask me, more... cause, even me don`t know... even don`t know the difference, between the happiness and the sadness.. and don`t know more what is the right nor the wrong... destroyed... broken... confused... but all what i can say... my life is started, with a cries when i born.. and then with a hard life... and sure i am that it will ends with a sad life.. so, i still Alfie, while i am not...