097. To My Ex S

To my ex S if you are reading this it means that I have gone away you will not see me nor hear my voice again Before you start jumping to your usual conclusions it is not what it all seems this is not a suicide note at all I didn’t say I was going to do it just that I needed to go away I just want you to know that I have not run away like a frightened rabbit nor gone into hiding like an infamous fugitive on the run I just need my space away from you and everything else that has been happening I guess I must apologise that I will not help you any more but I really got annoyed when you started depending on me to solve your every worry I refuse to be your hero or to protect you from your fears I won’t take away your pain that your ‘friend’ caused you some time ago I’m not a trained healer or the like anyway Now I leave your to your problems and let you sort out your world just forget me if you can while I go on without you