098. Ok Everyone Listen Up

Ok everyone listen up this is for all of those who have upset me in one way or another I am not even going to bother mentioning names because you know who the hell you are and what you all have done Long ago I was beaten in many fights which I fought to protect my self people took advantage of that I know that now but my nerve never broke even when I was left lying bleeding on the ground and being looked after by the nurse or spoken to by my school friends I almost learnt how to take a beating before fighting back But beating the faith out of someone is not the only way you cretins used black mail and lies a plenty spreading your rubbish through out the village I never raised a voice to protest even when you gave me your bull to digest Now new people repeat the same tactics and do you think you can get away with it like the cruel idiots from the past did for so long trying to bar me from a normal life to ridicule me in public thinking you’re leaving me to burn in my own savage fury or drown in my own depression I am the same as every one of you in almost every way I eat like you I sleep the way you do I often say the stuff that you say I even do the things you do to think you single me out for fun it makes me really sick Does it matter what music I listen to how I choose to say my mind or the clothes I choose to wear or the way my hair looks when it hasn’t been cut or even the football team I choose to support whether it’s win lose or draw You wanted to send me to my grave so that you could laugh at me when I’m on that slab in some distant morgue having some mortician probe my guts trying to find the poison you tried to feed me Oh yes I would welcome death the grim quiet of my tomb where you could not disturb my final resting place away from the causers of my pain yes it would come as a blessing but not until I took some of you with me Coz I’m not like you in every way in some ways I’m very different but I’m not the psycho you think I am I can feel pain just like you and have done on many occasions I’m not normally a violent person but all this time everything has been building up soon it’ll get too much and I’ll have to release some of the pressure then you’ll have to watch out So all of you people who have annoyed me beware for I’m getting my boot on now iron shod with many spikes and now that you have lost yours I think it’s about time we swapped our situations have changed places cause now it’s my turn to feel good don’t bother running for the fence when I smash down the door of your house it will only delay the inevitable hell if your lucky I’ll just torch the place with you still inside it but I won’t shed a single teardrop as I rip you and your insides apart and feed your remains to the foxes No I’m not what you think I am not mucked up in the head but by the time I’ve finished beating you you almost certainly will be dead in that respect I‘ll take great pleasure in killing you fools at my leisure I’ll ignore your pleas for mercy just like you would have ignored mine if I had bothered to utter any you missed your chance to finish it off now it’s my turn to start and I’m gonna be the one who ends it You aint seen nothing yet as I send you all to hell and every one whose stolen from me had better run for I’m coming for you as well Both physically and mentally I’ve recovered from all my losses and if I see you with your crowd lounging in your yobbish way I’ll be sure to let my death black standard fly edged with the blood and gore of my enemies that I’ve already destroyed I may not deal with you there and then I’ll take my time and choose it well Just remember all you liars and cheats the fools who hide in hooded gangs the ones who called me a mucked up freak and the ones who thought it fun to shoot at me with their air guns I have not forgotten you as soon as I get the chance to fulfill my sweet revenge I’m coming to get you too