597. Sleep Does Not Help My Soul

So they keep telling me to go to sleep that I would feel better when I wake up as if it would answer all my problems but I cannot find the rest I need When I rise it's the same feeling not matter how many hours I get I could possibly sleep all day and feel the same my body is not the only obstacle Sure crashing may help a body drained of energy but it does nothing for a tired soul while I physically try to rest it cannot maybe a bed is not what I require Have not yet a clue how to fix this as each sunrise brings no answer I guess I must keep trying as the reaper can't be the only solution