A 'Rose' Smells

Some times when i have a 'Rose' a scented rose. It smells different each day i know it will being that as it may and recently only as i lay down with it in my hands do i try to open it. i blow through the thin ness of the air between them it is an easy separation as it is alive. and delicate i move each petal apart as it is cold though i try to warm it faster with breath until and all around the out side each petal is so dark red and when i reach the center smelling it i always wondered if it would taste as it smelled but my wings are gone and with but a thorn so i do.