And If I 'said'

and if i 'said' in my short life i had served prison sentences totaling. the first: three years. the second: three years to run consecutive to two apart from two for seven. the third: a normal seven. the forth: life+life+thirty and all consecutive fifty being mandatory. ten years of probation. two years with an ankle monitor on, taken off eight hours early. Remember me, Miss Lawson. i do not remember much of the things that you do. being poorly kept. would you be properly terrified of me, now. i did not think so. oh' well. i wonder what high school would have been like or Jr.high before. i used to wonder if stars were even real or not. i can not proffer too such as that, as if it's real, wherein an allocation to some of that knowing not i never made, i never knew and walking lines made of glass just brings me back too hear. and grief is born of freedom that's not yours, mine i never gave away and innocent your rights to some you know, i was. i nearly forgot, i can not vote. i have no rights, if i do it's back too prison for five years.