Inside You

i swim for my life, every thing Rich's, big parties.. deep swimming pool, night times, blue royals, wazoo. i laughs..i fumbles another, .wiggling finger, is numb blind. i lay upward, so still, pictures they the, many are faces, is this heaven. her tears took zest, once salty, party hat flavors, ruins is a once face shiny. this cold metal box, is to keeps frozen once lushness, brittle little pubes, once loved me. where is my party hat, where is me, outside.. can you not see me? ..look..here i am, over here. it haves been drinking, you are blind again to it. the saw of many teeth, is wiser than him, he would at least ask me, before he ate into me. i left throughout, the me, on my chest the big...deep why......