The Darkness That You Fear

It begins with my drifting inward letting go of the dirty little secrets sucked from my head his thought telling him where to begin I will not ever think of an ending for him. I know that he knows that I know he knows I've been thinking. It is not to cold nor warm just right I feel something I know what I wish it was but it's not it's the other thing I dread even more. I cannot move..lifeless I lay there awake smelling something not me shaking panting no one hears my breath but he. My toes feel wet something rough it is my dirty little secret in a human form still asleep. Weeping tears of air in heated thought I panic hoping it will hurry so I can awaken making him do it again....) it(s.. ...noughty..yet..nice...) it(s..spice ..hot to trot...) it(..is you..) it(s.. Fearing the darkness you know that I am.