Certain Things I Am Learning To Perfect

Can I stop what you 'think'? No. Of course not. I hope I am not showing any intention, I believe I can do such. However, I can be opinionated when asked. And I am doing my best to leave that activity, In my past. But... I can avoid listening to you, Bigtime. You will vanish in thin air, If I put that in my mind. Lock you out, Quicker than a lover I had undercovers. There are certain things I am learning to perfect. With a mastering of forgiving myself, BEFORE I experience regret. For example... I 'use' to be the kind, To express 'first' what entered my mind. Then experience deep regret... For using the wrong curse words! Out of context. Now... I can ignore anyone, Without feeling any remorse at all. And understandings someone may have, To be misunderstood... I can leave behind as if nothing happened. As if anything I wished not to exist, Doesn't for me anymore. And those who have gotten on my last nerve. With irritation and repeated annoyance? Are privileged to get a taste of it! Keep in mind... I haven't reached perfection yet. But I am determined to keep practicing. Stay right there! I'll show you how it works. Pray that I am successful. Okay? Here I go!