In A Relationship To Address

You have already shown to me, Your main focus is on yourself. For many years, I have been exposed to this. You have already shown to me, You have had no time to be of assistance to me. Those times when I needed, Your advice and company. You have already shown to me, An absolute selfishness. And now you wish to address 'us'... As if I should be serious about this? We could have been lovers and much more. But when you leave me to go about your business... I go to my door and lock it. And feel a relief you have left. That's how I feel concerning you and me, In a relationship to address.