My Own Stranger Sometimes

I am my own stranger, Sometimes. I have no clue what I would do, Under any circumstance. My activities on a daily basis, Are not planned. I tried that! And something or someone, Created a rescheduling. To excuse with alibis... Apologies and perhaps lies, As to why what could have happened... Could not! I use to watch myself react. And heard myself curse! With eyes bulging. I am my own stranger, Sometimes. I have no clue what I would do, Under any circumstance. But today... I try to be more selective. Calm and meditative. It is a practice I repeat... Whenever I make public appearances. I keep my mind 'medicated' that way... To ensure that other side of me remains peaceful! I am my own stranger, Sometimes. That's why I do not invite anyone to upset me!