That's Been Done

This time my time is mine. It has been a long time since... These days have commenced, To be as I choose to live them. And not emotionally committed... To be where my devotion is misunderstood! I had been conditioned to believe, I had a life to live unselfishly. And I did at the benefit... Of my parents. To find my mother totally giving. And my dad a humorous wit. They taught me early in life... That a black man walking around, With intelligence is not rare. What is done with the gift is the challenge. And I should live to dare the unknown. Unafraid. Although scared to death! Some have chosen to poison themselves. And have become very successful at it! While others have selected to be between existences. You know the type? Unsatisfied with everything. Participating in little... But delivers demands with lofty expectations! This time my time is mine. It has been a long time since... These days have commenced, To be as I choose to live them. And not emotionally committed... To be where my devotion is misunderstood! Not today! That's been done. Today... Lawrence S. Pertillar can say, 'God? However 'we' did it, It has been done. And I am grateful to know I'm blessed! Caring less who thinks I am selfish. Only You, My Father... Only You, Know what the real deal has been. And I feel free not to stop and give explanations, About the kind of life You have awarded me to live. Not today! That's been done. And to Your satisfaction that leaves me happy! '