Will You Forgive Me?

I'm not hinting. I don't know how! I'm not suggesting. I wish I could somehow! I'm not demanding. That would be too rude. I don't want to insult... Others may, But to me that's crude! I don't want to say nothing... That would imply I don't care! I will go ahead... And do this anyway! You will know I am aware! I-am-gonna-beg! How about that? Will you forgive me? For being self absorbed... And being so unfair? By turning you off and showing my back! I now have much empathy, For you that wasn't there! I hope you recognize I'm changing from inside. With a sensitivity that came I once lacked... That I wasn't trying to hide! Please don't do that! Not right now! You make me nervous when you cry!