Self Destruction

I’ve walked the road of self destruction and despair I know- for I’ve been there. I’ve been and seen the alcohol and drug abuse I thought fighting it was of no use So many times I had sank Because of the alcohol I had drank. Then I woke up one day and thought There is only two ways out I could crawl in a corner and die Or I could stop these excuses and lies. I fell to my knees and with the tears rolling down my eyes I screamed to the lord to help me In this sorrowful place And to bless me with his grace. I felt a hand upon my shoulder And with a sense of belief I knew he heard me and I felt relief. I got up and never looked back again For in my heart that past did end.