To You Right Now.

Just to let you know I would never want To let you go Now i feel Like I'm losing you But the Truth I already know There was a time I said I love you You Said You loved me too Now when I say I love you You make me Feel like a fool It's not your fault Feelings for you Locked in my heart The same Heart Shot with a tainted dart Time spent You by my side One of the greatest Times of my life I truly wanted you To be my Wife It wasn't my intent Us forever I absolutely meant You're not ready Not the right moment It's alright Nothing is perfect You said not to worry Everythings real blurry Now my thoughts Spinning in a flurry It makes me sad I even cried Since I accepted that you lied Everything I'm saying And all that was said It's not meant To make you mad I'm sincerely not trying To make you feel bad Promises that were made Promises that you couldn't keep Promises that now Make it hard to sleep Your the girl in my dreams Holding hands, warm kisses, tight hugs And making love Dreams of giving my princess Foot massages, back rubs And all the things that was When I wake What I hate Everything that happened It was fake When I wake You're not there That is surely Not fair It would be a wish come true Us being happy You, me, and a family It was my wish It didn't come true I'm not even close To keeping you But for now I'll wait Another day another date Give you time Find your true mate If you truly loved me The days we shared It should prove If you really care I let my gaurd down Left with a frown If I didn't still love you I wouldn't be writing To you right now.