Smile Behind The Pain

Words came like falling leaves of autumn Slowly touch its body to the soft ground Until when it will lay there? Until hurt fly like dust, blown by soft wind. Leaves of anger never shadows my heart Nor hatred has a place that could tear me apart Tears maybe falling likes rains of May Just washing away the hurt in me in every way. You may wonder why? You may think there is a mystery in me harming me, killing the smile you see Something behind those lonely words? The pain, the longing that can't be ignored. A mystery I will remain to be Here in my own kingdom of fantasy Where birds, butterflies, fireflies dances over me Where water glitters, giggles as sunshine kisses sweetly Where flowers of different hues blossom beautifully. This is my place, a place where I will always be Where I can smile behind the pain Where you can come and be with me Where my dream is always a reality. _mai_ 20Dec08