I Can't Escape My Reality

I can't escape my reality It's all around me These four walls they're closing in Submerging into a fantasy 'I can survive' 'I can't dream' 'I can live again.' Lord, knows I can't escape reality It's a pit I've dug, And is still digging deeper It's a subterrain chamber Where I might, one day die. I can't close my eyes anymore? I've been hopelessly blind. Take my hand, be my guide Guide me to the promise land Be the light at my side Oh, now how can I go on? Fumbling in the dark… Upsetting everyone around me As if my chest didn't contain a heart. Oh, how can I go on? Drowning each day, Frothing at the mouth Further and further away, Lord, there's no ceiling or floor. There's just more oceans carrying me away. Lord, I can't escape The next on coming tsunami wave Lord, I'm in the palm of your hand Lord, waiting, praying to be saved. Lord, I can't escape my reality Lord, you're all around me. Hell and damnation Heaven and paradise none pardoning No ceiling or floor Just four closing walls No right way up or down… It's awfully confusing this ride on your merry-go-round. Submerging into a fantasy 'I can survive' 'I can't dream' 'I can live again' 'I can be your eternal friend.'