Hard Recollections About The Painful Past

Born to suffer! Born to pain! I left for good, I returned for good, I suffer , I die a thousand of times today, I live in a real heal , Life is lifeless , I made on great mistake, I am penniless , All around you is very bad, I have no choice , I helped everyone, I gave everyone , Everyone denied me , I was rejected by everyone , Death is a good thing, Life is pretty, but..................... I don't feel good, I have a lot of headache, I sacrificed for everyone, I was kicked out , I am very poor, I don't know how to get out of it! It is absurd to wait for....................... I don't like my situation , Everything is dark and gloomy, I live in death and I die in life , I am not okay. All around me is dark, The clouds of evil encircle me, The wrath of life is upon my head , My whole body hurts , I feel bad , No punctuation marks I don't know what's going on! All words die slowly and gradually , My poems fall like a fallen house, All poetry is the same , Bad people are everywhere, No choices! No options! No good things! Out of order! Out of date! I can not update anything! I can not upgrade anything! I am down! I shut down! I am no more! Born to suffer! Born to pain!