I'Ve Been Longing In My Heart

Here I sit in shadowed light Wondering why my mind is dim Thoughts are going through night On its wings of whimsy whim Day has left with nothing done Only notions of burned flames Now my heart in beating is gone With the days of loves names I've been longing in my heart Trying to be what I am not Now I've closed that comport With the flames love sought Waiting games have dwindled down With feelings that once were up Streets are many in love's town Every going there gets down stop Here I sit in hours going flight Feeling a stranger to sweet love What are its ways wrong or right? Drifts in its gray from far above Feeling so lonely inside and out Nowhere to go but being alone Mind-sets that once where about Forgotten inside like a heavy stone