Forgive Me God

God forgive me for wanting his wife And the possessions that he has and own Forgive me please for wanting his life As I have nothing and I feel so alone. I live my life through my dreams and lies I have nothing and I want another mans prize. God forgive me for wanting to be like him I am a man and I have nothing at all Once though I had something but now my life is grim And a job long ago that I can still barely recall. But for him and his life their is jealousy As I leave nothing behind, but he’ll leave a legacy. God forgive me for the life that I live And forgive me for wanting to be someone else Though for greatness I have no motive And in life I seek no riches or wealth. All I want is to live off the dreams of others I want to be nourished and cared for as by my mother. God forgive me for something that I am not And please forgive me for something that I will never be As other men’s dreams and wishes I had sought But for me I know it will never become my reality. So I pretend and pretend as I put on my act What other men own and have I certainly do lack God forgive me for wearing the clothes of another man Please forgive me as you listen to my prayer As I am not happy with the way that I am Because when I am around no one sees me there. But then for me one day my judgement will await And then God; will I walk or crawl to my final fate.