I Am Not That Man

I want to make you happy If I truly can, But, I don't think that I'm able to Because there is another man. He is always in your thoughts And also in your texts, What else am I too think or do He of course is your ex. You tell all that we are not a couple But, you tell me that we are, I hate to lie to anyone especially in church So, you and I just argue and spar. You always seemingly talk about him And your unworn wedding dress, What else am I to truly think Who do you want and trying to impress. He doesn't know anything about us And I know all about him, I am just your friend and of course your coach Hanging outside on a limb. I have met your family and your friends When they all came over to my house, At your ex's you shared the very same bed In my home with you, I sleep solitude on my couch. I wanted us to have a future together That of course was my only plan, But, then while I listen and watched you; I am not that man. Randy L. McClave