I Had Loved You So

I knew that you were untrue to me But, I decided to remain quiet, I closed my eyes so that I couldn't see It took all of my soul and might. I just didn't want you to ever leave, In you I truly did love and did believe. I knew that you had gone astray And it literally broke my soul and heart, And for you I still did constantly pray As I didn't want you to ever depart. I could not ever imagine of me finding anyone better, I still remember my first love letter. I knew that you were cheating and lying And that you were also seeing someone new, That truth and the fact is I just kept on denying Because I truly, and deeply loved you. I gave you love, and my loyalty and a home, And all that you wanted to do was to roam. I know that you once had again cheated But, I decided to remain devoted and silent, My faith and my belief in you was then finally defeated But, I swore that I would not ever become violent. I just didn't want to ever let you go Because, I had loved you so. Randy L. McClave