Somedays

I have seen all the texts and the messages And I saw all the looks and the sighs, I saw the ashes and the empty alcoholic beverages I even heard all the broken promises and lies. You removed and deleted all of my posts That had a picture of us together, you and me, I was proud and happy of all the cheers and toasts But, of course with different eyes you did see. Sometimes I would happily call you my love And unto others I would proudly say that were my girlfriend, Now, I don't know what I was thinking of Unto others you called me coach, so I did pretend. I always wanted to make you joyful and happy And of course I wanted to be happy as well, Unlike your other boyfriends I wasn't going to treat you awful and crappy Or beat or abuse you or treat you like hell. Someday I swore that I was going to marry you Someday you would be the happiest woman ever living, Then someday there would be nothing for you that I wouldn't do Because that someday for you I would always be loving and giving. That of course was my past and not the future Unto memories and regrets I do not now wish to look on, Of course you gave me heartbreak and many a suture Now as I look and I think, our somedays are all almost gone. Randy L. McClave