This Isn'T What I Thought I'D Get

Many times I sit and wonder If true happiness will ever find me Or will I just live a life That most others wouldn’t want to see Will the future that lies ahead Be as bad as the past Was the pain lived long ago Forever supposed to last Or will I find that special someone Who will help me find my way Maybe she’ll be the one who will Make the happiness finally stay Well I have to tell you It hasn’t happened as of yet Because where I am right now Isn’t what I thought I’d get But I know I’ll keep on searching Hoping one day to find That very special lady Who will give me all her love and time © 3-11-11/RJH