False Badge Of Courage

Death takes away those we love, therefore shrouding our desire to live without them, searching for answers that will never come. Anger stands in the way of peace and it's meditation, collapsing every effort made, because no forward motion can be detected or made. Self-sabotage is all that will ever come of it, depress- ion will engulf us totally because of the fear of letting go of our anger to feel the pain. Somehow realizing in a distant particle of intellect that when anger is no longer there, pain and suffering will be able to enter our lives and it isn't really wanted. We will be purified by this intense experience that too many are afraid to enter and live thoroughly, an example of self-defeat and depression being the only outcome in the long run of holding onto our anger like a false badge of courage.