Intense Loss

Feelings of loneliness drip into a mind, stirring a heart into remembering those whom he loved. Lamenting their loss, visiting their graves with flowers and prayers. Tearfully thinking about those who are gone, even after leaving the cemetery and going home. Taking a heavy heart laden with sadness everywhere he travels. Eyes downcast, not seeing the blessings still being sent to him, stumbling over thoughts of grief so intense he can't seem to get in touch with those who might need some advice or a friend. Holy circumstances given to him to bring joy into other's lives, are left undone, because he can't get out of himself and his personal grief to help anyone.