Questioning Reason

Sadly sorrowful, heart breaking, silence touching my mind. Truth of our lives together has now past, we are no longer a couple, no longer together. Death has made me the loser, himself the winner for he has taken you from me forever. Looking into the distance, tears flowing, heart so attuned to the love we had. It has not died, only you have, my love, wishing that we were young again, starting over. Yet it's a foolish thought, only a dream, because death is so final, leaving no room for our love. Future's hopes, dreams, wishes and promises are all nothing to death, even though they're the world to me. If they were possible I would gladly accept them once again, just to be with you my love. Now life has nothing in it, only loneliness, sorrow, grief and an empty hole within my heart. A wound within my heart that can never be healed while living here on earth. Your love had carved a space in my heart with yours and is now no longer able to love me since you are gone. Feeling so terribly alone, wanting to join you, but death refuses to take me still. Living here, loving you incessantly, dying inside, yet you cannot feel my love or how intensely I feel your loss. What is the use of this life without your love, can it ever be given a reason or must I forever keep questioning the reasons why until I am taken also?