Staring At Your Picture

Loneliness and abandonment filling this heart with your loss, having to continue this life without you my dear is a feat I do not feel I'm up to. Wanting to hold you and be held, wishing to have your love totally like before, desires never fading, wanting only you to quench them for me. All the hope and promise that were ours in life have been taken away and death has buried them all, tears falling off and on throughout these lonely hours and days. Keeping me bereft and forlorn, having no purpose, just fatiguing me in times spent missing you and living a life of nonexistence. That in itself is very tiring, wishing and hoping to be with you, staring at your picture, knowing my love is still with you. No longer feeling it's essence because I cannot hold you in my arms, what am I to do, not wanting to live any longer without you by my side.