Wanting To Let Go

Wicked and mysterious, impossible situation, wanting to know the name of the game you are playing. Are you really in love with me as you proclaim to your family and close friends? Or is it just a game you're playing to keep me hanging on your every word. Having to know the actual truth of where your heart lies, unsure of whether I should trust you or not. Your smile, laughter and voice send my heart singing throughout the day. Yet doubts creep in when you don't talk or Skype me like you used to. Wanting so much to let go and believe in your total and unconditional love. It is such a new experience, never have I known a love like yours nor have I ever loved anyone like I love you. Just have to know if I can trust in you totally and completely without any doubts. My heart says I can, but my mind says, 'I don't know', because of the hell I've been through before. Please just tell and show me, come for me, let me know once and for all. Wanting to live with you happily, and wanting to have your love forever within my heart and mine in yours.