I Cannot Go Ahead

I CANNOT GO AHEAD I cannot go ahead- Today is not the day - I just don’t have the right feeling in me- I confess I make excuses- Out of the confession and excuses I try to overcome By writing these poor lines. I feel in spite of all I have done Or tried to do That I have truly done nothing And all depends only On my building my confidence By writing this would- be- poem now. And now that I have done it I not knowing whether it real or not I feel, wrongly or not, ‘I am beginning to open and flow again’. ‘