I Do Not Know For Certain That God Cares For Me

I hope that God does There are many signs that God cares for me I have had and I have many blessings in my life- But there are other signs And all end by leaving this world Some in terrible pain And many in confusion And years of not being themselves- Like the best person to me I have ever known My mother- So how can I be certain? So many good people have known horror they did not deserve- How can I possibly think I am the special one? I hope God cares I often believe God cares But I do not know for certain- I pray to God that God does care I try to do what I believe G-d demands as proper worship But who am I to know for certain? I pray God cares for me and all I love And in a way for everyone who has not been too cruel or evil- I pray -