I Have Done It/ I Can Rest Now

I have done it I can rest I have lived seventy- four years I have given my life to a work I have cared about I have written what I could I have books to my name I have done what I could do However inadequate I have had a family And have children and grandchildren I have loved I tried to be kind And was in fact kind in many ways to many I did not hurt or insult deliberately anyone I have realized my ancestors dream And come to live in the land of Israel I can rest now I have done what I could do And yet There are those I love and care about Who I must try to give to I have done it I have lived And yet there are still questions worries problems And the desire not disappoint and hurt too much at the end I can pretend I am done But it is not done with me yet And unease fear concern worry are all still here And will probably go with me to the end