I Know There Is So Much More In Me

I know there is so much more in me I could have given So much more I could have been I know even know Old as I am There is still more I could give More I could be I have so many songs unsung And unwritten So many melodies So much humor And capacity To make others laugh I could have done more I could have been something else Even as a writer I could have been a lot better Than I have been Had I known to learn more from others To be more patient and more careful Perhaps I could have produced a far better work Than what I have done now I could have been But most of the time for that is gone I can try more now But most likely I will die Never having been the best Of what I could have been I try and try And am not good enough Perhaps for this I should try to forgive myself For what am I after all? What is anyone In God's too vast world?