I Think About The Best Death Possible

I think about the best death possible The one that causes least pain and trouble To those who care about me But I do not control this I cannot promise that they will not be burdened With a long slow costly caring for me I cannot promise the consolation Of a considerable inheritance I do not know what will be And how it will happen I cannot draw a line Reach a point Where I know it makes no sense to go on And put an end to it My life is not my own I fear G-d I may think about the best death possible But I will have the death I am given And I do not know I cannot know What this will be.