Silentpoet Grl

collapsed in tears of pain so lost in heavy confusion how did things get so messed up Please help me now is all i can say…

escaping for just a moment sitting alone with my knife alluringly it calls out my name whispering promises of comfort…

all was quiet all that could be heard was my heart beat i could hear my thoughts telling myself i shouldn't have messed up again…

awakening swallowed in pitch black no longer moving I'm securely trapped walls enclosing in on me tightly all memory gone, completely vanished…

you have stolen so much from me leaving me hardly able to carry on so used and empty i have become this hollowness is turning me numb…

a bitter taste lingers dripping from my lips decaying secrets ache for their escape…

heart stabbed blood seeping out trickling down pooling on the ground…

so empty, blank page waiting to be filled as it ought to be putting pen to page…

empty silence surrounds, hushing all that's around darkness engulfs the light creating shadows of shame,…

wishing for just a single moment maybe i could hold your attention and share the things on my heart. would we for a moment disappear?…

broken and empty no fight left to carry on so many heavy thoughts questions weighing on my mind…

twisted scenes, broken pictures tumbling kaleidoscope dreams tormentingly replay thoughts twirling haunted carousel rides…

waking up chained, shivering in the dark i find myself trapped in a deep abyss everything covered with an icy frost stinging the air bites with its coldness…

shaking hands so scared of whats happening sick to the stomach excruciating pain…

I was only wishing to cry myself to sleep but my eyes were left as dry as my soul all my pain was being held inside wondering where i went wrong again…