Alone

all was quiet all that could be heard was my heart beat i could hear my thoughts telling myself i shouldn't have messed up again why did i just let it happen again why am i so stupid but i was so alone i couldn't stop it all by myself now i am sitting here with my knife cutting myself again frustration overtakes all i deserved that cut it makes me forget for a moment forget the rest of the pain but i said i wasn't going to anymore like always though i have failed now the only sound is the blood drip and soft sobs of a girl all alone