Prisoner To My Pain

never finding an escape to this past so haunting the pain felt so deep inside cuts like shards of broken glass trying to push its way out your words always echoing how they were so threatening still living in so much fear waking up terrified and trembling from nightmares so vividly clear your presence still closely lingers its completely suffocating memories of your sickening touch still burns my skin and makes it crawl aching to escape from it all sharp razor blade to my skin slices another cut so deep for a moment i feel sweet release too soon again shame overtakes i know from this i will never escape forever trapped, prisoner to my pain