Lady With A Vengeance

I wanna undo things, I hate myself, just being a bunch of diseases and nothing else. I have a story to tell, I was twelve when I first met him, a charming, handsome lad of thirteen, And we went out on a journey, perilous and crazy. We made out under the trees and in his home, where on one used to be, And one day we did go beyond the limits, beyond what it was meant to be, A girl of fourteen with dreams in her eyes, Made love for the first time with his charming guy. I did not care about anything, did not bother to protect myself, And that did get me in trouble as I became one with the child. My womb, filled up with my lover's seed, Did in it hold a baby which I knew I would never see. It was a terrible affair that I did try to hide, But certain things are impossible to conceal. They found out, my parents, And I was thrashed, My father found out my lover and beat him up, But as a revenge, my lover spread out rumours that I had sex with him like a harlot, And was pregnant at fourteen. I had to abort my baby, and the world did not care, My father slapped me and beat me up with a belt, And no one could understand my hidden pains... I decided that it was enough, when my father said I was like a bitch, who can sleep with anyone who pleases her. I slit my wrists and nearly died, But somehow, miraculously, came out alive. And then I decided that enough was enough, Boys have made me cry, I will get even with them, I will avenge all my pains. No one will be spared, O, none at all, I'll take them down, One by one And although... Although it will hurt me somewhere, Somewhere down my own heart, broken, broken and torn into pieces, I'll still hold this burning charcoal in my hand, I'll send each one of them down to hell And people will judge me, Let them! I don't care! I am a woman on a mission, A girl with vengeance in her heart And I will not stop until everyone falls apart. Everyone, Everyone, including me.